Venting I'm incredibly sad

[Hadnafoflife]

I had my difficult life with fair share of issues then I had a very good period where I started winning and I gradually solved my mental state became incredibly confident and more happy then my hardest trauma of my life happened and took everything away, Life isn't fair but goddamn this is on another level, It's happened without a prior warning, All this happiness and confidence that I experienced for the first/second time in my life was gone