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pancakelover20

pancakelover20

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im so down. i just wanna put it somewhere, i dont have anyone to talk to. really really bad day. i could go into it but im too tired. sometimes i dont know if im gonna get through. i dont know how to cope. i wish there was something i could do to get a moment where i didnt feel so bad but sometimes i guess its too much to ask
 
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LastNite

LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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Eat a pancake lol or play games. But I guess that's too much to ask for. I know bad days. My favorite things to do stop being fun and I get bored and tired. Your best bet is to sleep it off. It'll pass eventually.

A single bad day won't decide your life. I remember having the worst day of my life in sophomore high school, I wanted to die so bad just to get rid of what I felt on that specific day. But hey it passed and here I am. Im not saying that Im in my best right now, but way better than what I felt like before. I wouldnt wish it on my worst enemies. Also if you need to talk to anyone send a dm or ask anyone on here. Im not as active as other members, but everyone here wouldnt mind talking. Good luck I hope you feel well soon.
 
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im so down. i just wanna put it somewhere, i dont have anyone to talk to. really really bad day. i could go into it but im too tired. sometimes i dont know if im gonna get through. i dont know how to cope. i wish there was something i could do to get a moment where i didnt feel so bad but sometimes i guess its too much to ask
I can relate. Sorry. It is the worst this year for me too. Something like that was about a year ago. I cope with it by trying to convince myself that I will get over it, and if something happens I can exit any time I want, but it is still hard. I even got a mild stomach ache and headache due to stress. Dull feeling.
 
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