I’m happy because I’m in a bad mood but not suicidal

[madbananas]

What a conflicting emotional state lol but cause for a celebration.
Such a strange feeling.

 

[MBlue]

I'm happy for you. I think success is made of "baby steps" and it takes time to change your general condition. Every single small step is more than enough to be proud of

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Haha so many people wouldn't realise that being in a bar mood is s yep forward in this context. Congrats on your bad mood.

 

[Redpanda18]

A bad mood can almost be exciting. An emotion *possibly* proportionate to the day, how pleasant.

 

[madbananas]

Thanks folks. It didn't last too long the thoughts have crept in again. Suppose I'm lucky to have had a little recovery bubble, despite its short duration.