Hello friend just wanted to reach out to you and tell you that you don't need to rush. Just like the other poster who reached out to you, we care about you here. Please don't jump anywhere based off of impulse :( I know how it feels to want to jump, cause I feel like dying everyday too. But, when it comes to suicide, we have to do what we can to not rush, do all the research, plan, etc.
For example, I have tried hanging at least 3x in the past. And ended up injuring myself more :( I don't want you to injure yourself you know? Whatever you're feeling is

valid. But, please give yourself some time before rushing to jump.