BurningLights
He killed himself with his own mind
- Jul 2, 2018
- 709
Via partial, for now, just gonna hang out and do what I do.
Peace hugs and love
Peace hugs and love
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Retched
I see the chaos in your eyes.
- Oct 8, 2018
- 837
I know we don't interact much, but I have been following your story and I always enjoy your posts. I wish you peace, whatever happens. Don't overthink is my new motto for ctb...so yeah, don't overthink it. :)
BurningLights
He killed himself with his own mind
- Jul 2, 2018
- 709
Thanks man, doesnt matter if we don't interact much, were all here for the same reason, we're all family. Appreciate it my dude.
Certainly won't over think it. Just need to do it, no drugs, minimal drink. learning from last time.
Retched
I see the chaos in your eyes.
- Oct 8, 2018
- 837
"Live and Learn" just took on a whole new meaning right now.Thanks man, doesnt matter if we don't interact much, were all here for the same reason, we're all family. Appreciate it my dude.
Certainly won't over think it. Just need to do it, no drugs, minimal drink. learning from last time.
BurningLights
He killed himself with his own mind
- Jul 2, 2018
- 709
Retched
I see the chaos in your eyes.
- Oct 8, 2018
- 837
Right????? I started laughing, which is increasingly rare for me to do.
Jodes
Enlightened
- Nov 23, 2018
- 1,261
Jodes
Enlightened
- Nov 23, 2018
- 1,261
Dizzy
Member
- Nov 24, 2018
- 35
I've been thinking about this recently:
La petite mort (French pronunciation: [la pətit mɔʁ], the little death) is an expression which means "the brief loss or weakening of consciousness" and in modern usage refers specifically to "the sensation of orgasm as likened to death."
This article, too.
https://medium.com/@reddy2go/death-the-ultimate-orgasm-418ad35276c4
I wish you well on your journey!
Retched
I see the chaos in your eyes.
- Oct 8, 2018
- 837
It is just so fitting for those of us who have lived.......and learned.... :)
Smilla
Visionary
- Apr 30, 2018
- 2,548
Safe travels during your transition, Burning Lights!
Swisher
Black as coal
- Sep 9, 2018
- 388
❤Via partial, for now, just gonna hang out and do what I do.
Peace hugs and love
Partial isn't a surefire method, at least for me. If you managed to have high success with this method, please share, it will help. Anyways, I wish you the best of luck!Always makes me think I'm a real wuss if I can't do what a 55 year old woman did. The Kate Spade. That's what this is, right? The Anthony Bourdain. If it's good enough for them, it sounds good to me.
BurningLights
He killed himself with his own mind
- Jul 2, 2018
- 709
I might do in the morning, see how I feel, there's so many post on it though.
And after last Time, kinda don't wanna jinx it ya know, gonna do pretty much everything differently to last time, hope you understand
blueming
if we can stand outside the borders of time
- Sep 21, 2018
- 260
Good luck! I hope everything goes well for you :)
BurningLights
He killed himself with his own mind
- Jul 2, 2018
- 709
I over complicated it and skipped over the first part- using the bean bags. I was almost too confident. I got fed up with it and myself to be honest. Nothing to do with the night night methods reliability. Purely user error!
And after what I saw while tripping, it kinda took the wind our of sails, had to re compose myself so to speak.
iHeartRockArt
Wizard
- Sep 21, 2018
- 608
I know we haven't spoken much, except for a few posts back and forth, but I have really enjoyed you being here and keeping up with your posts. I wish things were different for you and you didn't have to go through such pain and torture in your life. You're a wonderful guy, with a great big heart. I hope that you find peace, you will be missed. Loving hugs.
Fucking loving it
Specialist
- Sep 3, 2018
- 378
worldexploder
Visionary
- Sep 19, 2018
- 2,820
I wish you the best of luck man.i hope this time you can finally have peace.
Sinbad
Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
- Nov 27, 2018
- 543
Best of luck CTB. I too enjoyed your posts.
I hope your father will understand and forgive you.Good luck. Hope it'll be peaceful for you.
Justanotherconsumer
Paragon
- Jul 9, 2018
- 974
Man, BurningLights, I'm sure as hell going to miss you. You are a genuinely good person.
That said, I understand your decision and I hope you find the peace you need. May that 4th dimensional bar be open and well stocked when you arrive. I'm looking forward to hoisting one with you when I arrive.
Safe and gentle travels, and a soothing rest at the end of them.
Help_Me
Gene pool mistake
- Oct 21, 2018
- 516
Oh, mate (( I thought you felt better since last time. Oh well... Hope everything will be fine this time.. You will be missed my friend
Empty Smile
The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
- Jul 13, 2018
- 1,785
Wishing you better luck this time around my friend. Just have an ice cold bottle of Budweiser waiting for me on the other side.
No lol!Via partial, for now, just gonna hang out and do what I do.
Peace hugs and love
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