I'm not gonna try CTB until the end of September, giving the rest of the month another chance. At first I'm going to CTB at the beginning of September but maybe my luck just fucking suck, I've failed 3 times in the last two weeks alone, so I thought to myself maybe I should live for a few more weeks, who knows maybe there'd be a miracle. My next decision to live or not will be made by a mid term for my first semester of college, if my dumb ass failed that then I don't really have a reason to continue this existence. Let's just hope that when I inevitably fail at least my methods won't.
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