I used to be a really good looking guy with a good this going in life. Now im fat physically impaired and I suffer daily. Ive been going through this stuff for years and it can be very tiring for men. There are people that are just like me going through the most intense suffering in the world. And they been going through this crap for years and they aren't getting anywhere in life. I pray to God to spare my life and dont let me take my life this week. My prayers seem futile. Hopefully i this wont happen in Jesus name and ill get out of this in Jesus name. I have low body strength in my body and im absolutely done with the shit. This month Im planning to take 18 bottles or more of 5 hour energy shots. That'll surely kill me because my body health is really bad due to much overdose and heavy drug use. There will be no one who will stop it there wont be a spark up that'll let me not take it. I cant take this life anymore. There wont be any miracle that ill make it out of this. I just happen to be the unlucky one. Enough is enough. Let me also say this. people are good at destroying each other, I mean thats just more to human nature than it ever was you look at these crapholes these third world countries and you see how shit these countries are. Your parents are resentful for your suffering because these morons didnt have enough common sense to have better genetics, and they didnt have enough common sense to not even decide not to even have you in just this chaotic realm we live in. People like us try to work hard to live at least a decent coherent life. If you can even call this a life. We just happen to slave our lives away. Being little sheep ginny pigs for this system. All these things contribute to your downfall and your suffering to this day. It was just all specifically designed on purpose, just to make you fail. There is no good life awaiting you. All there will be is more headaches, more pain, more suffering, more everything. Thats my little rant. I hope other people can look at this and just see this is how hopeless life can get. Even when you try hard.
i guess you could get a heart attack but there are other ways that are more peaceful and more reliable, please educed yourself on whatever method you end up with
you will find a lot of info in the Sticky threads but i would start here:
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Non-methods that should not be attempted
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