I'm cutting again, and all i think and fantasize about is ctb. I'm researching heavily I'm nervous but excited, think I'm gonna finally do it. I give myself 6 months at most just need to finalize plan and get everything set up. Been writing so many notes, but I think I know what I want to say now, and I have my letter ready now. I'm just so relieved to know the end is coming i cant fucking do this. Simply cannot be expected to do this for 40 more fucking years just cause my bf and family will be sad like im so sorry to do this to them but i just need rest im already past my expiration date.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I just wish to be free from all the suffering as well, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
