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vanilladust

vanilladust

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Nov 22, 2023
46
It's been a while since I've been on here. For a while things got slightly better and now I'm ack in the shitter. My birthday is this month and so is valentine's which makes me want to die even more. Honestly I have no idea what I'm doing anymore. For a while I devoted myself to Santa Muerte and now I just feel lost again. I feel like I'm rotting away.
 
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Silent Raindrops

Silent Raindrops

The Darkness Awaits Me
Feb 3, 2024
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I know that feeling. Depression and anxiety has plagued me for years, and just when it seems your life is moving forward, you suddenly take a million steps back.
 
vanilladust

vanilladust

Member
Nov 22, 2023
46
1. I love your name and profile pic 2. Yep all of a sudden I'm back where I started maybe not as bad but I'm not okay either. This all fucking sucks.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Am sorry, I too understand that familiar back and forth feeling. I hope it gets better for you and you get your peace.

P.s. I love your cool avatar
 

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