Life is too much now. Nobody irl will know im gone until Monday, so I have heaps of time. Psh with a dog lead is my only method available to me. Im desperately hoping it works.
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Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):You can try, I experimented with a dog leash this past summer. The leash seemed strong enough, but the anchor point seemed weak. I am still divided between partial/full and night-night.
I want out of this life as you do, but don't want to end up worse than before from a failed attempt.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,337
Drinking wine now to lower SI. disappointed it came to this. But theres no other way. Ill update this thread if it fails.
darksouls
Illuminated
- May 10, 2025
- 3,421
good luck,
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you desire
Claymore7274
I'm scared
- Oct 4, 2025
- 182
if you're doing partial please test your anchor point, don't make the same mistake as i did, make sure it's sturdy enough and secured to a wall or ceiling
violetforever
Elementalist
- Dec 24, 2025
- 879
Claymore7274
I'm scared
- Oct 4, 2025
- 182
i used a big wooden closet, and it fell on me
violetforever
Elementalist
- Dec 24, 2025
- 879
OnMyLast Legs
Too many regrets
- Oct 29, 2024
- 1,838
I've been trying to CTB for about two years now.
I have perfected a method that will get me to a location at least 160 feet above ground on a balcony with a fall straight onto concrete provided that I make a small leap from the railing. I hit my weed pen like 7 times to overcome SI but diddnt work. The time before that I used lorazepam but that diddnt work either as I just fell asleep.
The next time I can access that location is in 3-4 weeks, i think alcohol is the next move for me.
Thoughts?
Basically anything that makes me go unconscious even for a second so I can fall backwards. Helium? Anisthesia? IdkSimilar threads
