I'm at a hotel and don't know what to use to ctb

[Castles]

I've been wanting to CTB for a long time. I'm just here in my hotel room trying to figure out something I can use to do it now. Maybe a sheet to do partial hanging or something I'm just not sure and would love some help.

Thanks

 

[NothingElseMatters]

Jump off the window if its high enough?

 

[Donk]

just curious...did you go to a hotel room just to ctb? if so, why didnt you plan ahead of time?

 

[faust]

Did you book a hotel before planning your method? You are great in improvising then. We don't even know what is around you.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Check the Resources Compilation.

 

[Castles]

I just kind of went on an impulse I guess. Depression hit hard and I didnt really plan.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Hey hun. If u have to ask that question this "late in the game," then ur not prepared...

Get some food, watch a movie, and enjoy the room

 

[Castles]

Hey hun. If u have to ask that question this "late in the game," then ur not prepared...

Get some food, watch a movie, and enjoy the room

I know you mean well but I'm not here to "enjoy the room".

 

[Jumper Geo]

Yes I would just enjoy the different atmosphere and return home, you don't want to make any mistakes by trying to ctb and something goes wrong..

 

[Lorntroubles]

There's no materials with you and you expect the hotel room to somehow have something for you to ctb? We don't know what the layout of your room looks like or if there's any anchor points. This doesn't look good....

 

[Lostandfound7]

I know you mean well but I'm not here to "enjoy the room".

I understand, but since u r unprepared, u can end up in a possibly worse position...

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

As everyone else has said, without knowing what your options are I don't think we can really help. I also think the best decision you could make right now is not to go through with it and plan to CTB when you are better prepared. Also make sure it's what you truly want.
Anyway here is the Resource Section if you think something in there could help.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/resource-compilation.3/

 

[Notabadguy]

First you need a method and a plan. If you're in a rush it's said that SN is not difficult to buy. Read the resources compilation and ask the questions you need to ask.

 

[PeachBlossoms2310]

OP, how are you?

 

[Quarky00]

Could you tell a bit more, what happened?

Maybe you were in distress or in a bad situation and just "run away" to a hotel room to seek a way out. Because "that's it" for you. I 100% understand that, feels like this every day, but I could be totally wrong reading the situation.... So please do tell. I'm not going to persuade you not to ctb, or say this is too impulsive. And I don't think this issue could be resolved by just reading methods (though maybe you do need a proper method idk).

 

[Lostandfound7]

Hey @Castles , r u ok?

 

[I screwed up]

Hey castles hope u OK.?? Whatever u do don't do anything half hearted or ill prepared due to lack of resources in the hotel room... It could land u in trouble if u get caught by the hotel guys ... U may land up on suicide watch / psych ward or even worse harm yourself real bad. But I understand ur situation Checking into a hotel room out of desperation and depression .. At times u really want to run away from your daily routine depressing life ... But we r here for u MAte whatever you do .