Venting I'm as suicidal as can be with no way out it seems.

[Freedombus'25]

Been going back and forth on methods for 7 years now.

I feel like everytime I settle on a method it just... isn't plausible...

But continuing to live in this pain isn't plausible either.


I wonder what it'll take for me to be able to take the steps to kill myself.

 

[inlify]

facts dude

 

[FuneralCry]

The unfortunte reality is that in this world suicide really is so unnecessarily difficult, if it was easier I would be long gone at this point. But I do understand that it can be so tiring feeling trapped here when you just wish to exit, suicide certainly should be easier for us all.

 

[SilentSadness]

We really are all trapped in limbo, and only some lucky and courageous ones have a way out. I definitely feel the same way as I haven't found a method for years. I don't think you're weak for not having one, after all the pro-lifers have done everything in their power to make it impossible and repeat their taunts relentlessly. I hope you gain freedom and peace.

 

[Freedombus'25]

I wonder if I'll ever figure out a method I can properly execute?

Or if I'll be stuck forever....

I don't know but my god do I ever need to figure it out. I cannot keep going on like this.

Usual distractions are not working. My mental health is getting worse and worse.

I don't know what to do anymore. About anything. God I wish I was dead but wishing is not enough.

 

[Freedombus'25]

Spent the last few hours crying really hard.

Considering jumping off a bridge but ik I'd never be able to actually do it or at least I don't think so?

I usually always have a show or music on in the background but I can't stand it anymore.

I'm at the end of my rope here. I gotta get it together in some form.

I truly am such a pathetic low life. Beyond help and undeserving of it.

 

[BBBB]

"I'm at the end of my rope here. I gotta get it together in some form."

Same Here

 

[sorella santini]

I do also wonder what it will take for me to actually execute it. Because I feel like Im about as rock bottom as I can be. Must not be there quite yet.

 

[SuicidalSheep]

Been going back and forth on methods for 7 years now.

I feel like everytime I settle on a method it just... isn't plausible...

But continuing to live in this pain isn't plausible either.


I wonder what it'll take for me to be able to take the steps to kill myself.

I feel the exact same way :/.

Sometimes I actively want myself to go insane so I will make a reckless decision to finally ctb but I just can't do it.

 

[CTB Dream]

Vry sry vry understand trap life no able doany this all awful dtriort pain siffer, know how all awful injury damage no able doany no able ctb peace mthod

 

[TimetoGo!]

Spent the last few hours crying really hard.

Considering jumping off a bridge but ik I'd never be able to actually do it or at least I don't think so?

I usually always have a show or music on in the background but I can't stand it anymore.

I'm at the end of my rope here. I gotta get it together in some form.

I truly am such a pathetic low life. Beyond help and undeserving of it.

I hear you buddy and I am in exactly the same predicament

 

[WallsClosingInn]

Same for me.No matter how bad things get,and they are getting worse and worse,i just cant do it.I often wonder what needs to happen so i finally do it