Venting I'm angry that we got our cat.

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I love her too much. I stay and I suffer because she's in my life. I don't know what her life would be like without me. I don't know if my fiance would give her back up for adoption or continue taking care of her. I don't know why a fucking cat is keeping me alive more than my fiance. Every time I think about doing it, I hate that I remind myself I can't do it. I can't because of her.