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lovelulu

lovelulu

with stars in my eyes, crying as I wheel.
Jan 3, 2026
169
Im honestly so hateful and I dont know why. This post is kind of 'corny' i guess, but it's how i am. Im not good at wording this but, its like I have empathy, but I also dont? Stuff that dosent affect me at all or shit I just dont care. Like, if something bad happens to someone or someone they knew died or something like that—I cant bring myself to really care. Like, if someone is getting bullied or something, I dont really care. I cant care even if someone says "Imagine if you were in their shoes," Like, I never would be in their shoes and if I would that's a future me problem, lol. If I see something that I find really stupid and corny and shit like that online, I ridicule them because it makes me..feel better about myself? I dont know. Also, the term "woke" people, if you know what I mean—I hate those people. Not because they're wrong or anything, but because I dont care about whatever theyre being 'woke' about. Just in general im really hateful for no reason and I dont feel bad about it. I know I'm a piece of shit, but I just needed to get this out.
 
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lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Experienced
Jan 11, 2026
227
Many people are bigger assholes than you.
Has your boss ever underpaid you or cut your hours/ bonus?
Were there teachers at school that wanted you to pay up to get a better grade?
Has anyone tried scamming you by selling something or providing a service?
There were people that lied to you to get advantage of you, right?
When it comes to money they won't care and gaslight you for having more. They will always want more and won't stop. - some feelings are nothing to them.
 
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deadngoresurgery

deadngoresurgery

Jezebel
Jan 10, 2026
80
Im honestly so hateful and I dont know why. This post is kind of 'corny' i guess, but it's how i am. Im not good at wording this but, its like I have empathy, but I also dont? Stuff that dosent affect me at all or shit I just dont care. Like, if something bad happens to someone or someone they knew died or something like that—I cant bring myself to really care. Like, if someone is getting bullied or something, I dont really care. I cant care even if someone says "Imagine if you were in their shoes," Like, I never would be in their shoes and if I would that's a future me problem, lol. If I see something that I find really stupid and corny and shit like that online, I ridicule them because it makes me..feel better about myself? I dont know. Also, the term "woke" people, if you know what I mean—I hate those people. Not because they're wrong or anything, but because I dont care about whatever theyre being 'woke' about. Just in general im really hateful for no reason and I dont feel bad about it. I know I'm a piece of shit, but I just needed to get this out.
im a bigger piece of shit lol. ive hurt other people for my own selfish desires. its disgusting. ruined my relationships with people because of that. i hate myself more than anything else in the world.
 
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