I'm about to get kicked out from my therapeutic shared apartment.

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Like the title says i'm about to get kicked out. Theres a rule that you have 24 days per year that you can be at the hospital, if those are overused you get kicked out. This would be in a week from now. I have no idea what to do with my life. I cant let it get better again because i cant go through one of those phases again. I'm so tired of living and wished itd just end. Does anyone have an idea how i can CTB in a psych ward? Would be really helpful. Thank you guys, i have nothing left. I'm just so done.