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willitpass

willitpass

The awful things we do to make the head go quiet
Mar 10, 2020
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I've hurt people I care about in ways that I'll never forgive myself for. I have no one to blame but myself. I hate who I am. I do not deserve the good things in my life. I do not deserve to exist because it hurts those in my life. I nearly downed my heart medication last night and I'm incredibly disappointed in myself that I didn't. But I'm stuck in the dichotomy of staying alive causing those around me pain and killing myself causing those around me pain. There is no winning.
 
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_L_

_L_

Member
Feb 29, 2024
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If you regret what you said you did, that means you have a heart, it means you are aware of your feelings and the feelings of the people you care about. This is a good thing after all. In order to become a better person we sometimes screw up things in this path.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
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I 100% agree with what @JimmyPage said and I could not have said it any better, so wonderful!

Walter
 
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Cherry_BB

Cherry_BB

I need someone to push me over the edge
Jul 6, 2023
32
I know how you feel. personally, the sooner I commit, the sooner I can stop being a burden. whatever you decide to do, I wish you luck.
 
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