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flutebloom

flutebloom

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Apr 4, 2025
76
I failed at the one job we are all supposed to do easily which is just be a human being. I can't even do that.

I'm trapped in a terrible life with no escape. I made stupid choices and ended up with permanent damage.

My life could be used as a commercial for exactly what not to do.
 
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LittleMagician

LittleMagician

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Apr 17, 2025
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I failed at the one job we are all supposed to do easily which is just be a human being. I can't even do that.

I'm trapped in a terrible life with no escape. I made stupid choices and ended up with permanent damage.

My life could be used as a commercial for exactly what not to do.
yup same my life is a textbook failure, smart autistic kid turns into burnt out useless adult lol bringing life into this world is the most selfish thing a person can do
 
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flutebloom

flutebloom

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Apr 4, 2025
76
yup same my life is a textbook failure, smart autistic kid turns into burnt out useless adult lol bringing life into this world is the most selfish thing a person can do
I had so much potential too. It's really sad
 
flutebloom

flutebloom

Member
Apr 4, 2025
76
i believe in an absolute determinism, if it's going to relieve you i can say that it was never to happen anyway
That helps me accept death as my only option. I just wish I had access to a good method.
 

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