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poofart

poofart

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Apr 28, 2023
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I am, for a lack of better terms, socially inept. I am half-convinced that I have some sort of social disability. In my years since graduating high school, I have made, quite literally, ZERO friends. None. All my high school friends ghosted me the minute we graduated. I guess they never fucking liked me to begin with. What a shocker /s.

I'm too socially fucking stupid to make any friends. Nobody likes me. Nobody enjoys speaking to me. The only people that I socialize with are my own family, and that's mostly out of pity. I'm so fucking tired. I'm lonely. I'm a failure. I want out.
 
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HighFlight

HighFlight

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Jun 28, 2023
713
I totally relate. I had a total of 0 friends in high school, and that number is 0 today. Over the years, I've had a number of people who might be friend-like, but they usually want something from me, and ghost me as soon as possible. There is no one I would feel I could hang out with and just be my authentic self.

I have a social anxiety which makes it hard for me to start a conversation or keep one going unless it a topic I'm invested in. I'm still a work in progress.

If you wanted to talk to someone, feel free to DM me and we can compare notes.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I just think that after all other people just cannot be relied on, I'm sorry you have to suffer like this, existence is just too cruel and I get that loneliness is painful for many. Anyway I wish you the best.
 
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Soc

Soc

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Dec 9, 2023
72
I've had friends come and go. It seems so close and intense and then they vanish and hardly speak to me. I'm feeling the same after I just lost a huge number of friends over something. I'm just waiting to get my own place so I can die alone.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
I relate so much. I never made a single irl friend or acquaintance throughout my entire life. Whether it's through a self fulfilling prophecy or my own neurotype or from a different reason entirely, I'm a lost cause. I can only hope that you aren't one too. I'm sorry.. loneliness is difficult
With a username like that 🤮 I'm not surprised.
What the hell. Couldn't you be more compassionate to them? You don't even know what they're like irl or the pain they went through
 
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