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seagullsonapiano

seagullsonapiano

but does it even matter?...
Dec 10, 2025
20
Ill be blunt. Im happy, loved, in a good relationship

I know ill be replaced soon though, im the worst.
I dont trust anyone or anything and i cant wait to be abandoned so i can finally hang myself.


Wish me luck :)

In these last months i started smoking, to the point where some days i almost smoke a full pack.
Started getting drunk to the point i barely hold myself on two feet (maybe ill get drunk to partial hang? Opinions?)
Tried ashish and tbh i noticed it barely had an effect on me sadly, ended up smoking 5 blunts in a row (holding it in and all the correct thing) and just felt a bit more sad tbh...


I can't wait to hang myself!!!!
I already know where too! I do urbex and i know a perfect place in which i wont be found for a while.
I feel a little bit bad about being found, but tbh when i do urbex myself i always expect something like that to happen so i'd be ready in that case :)

Love you :)
 
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