Discussion If you were to take SN, what would you do in the 15 minutes it takes to get unconscious?

[claracatchingthebus]

When I last tried to poison myself to death, after I took the stuff I cried and waited and then there was the physical pain of vomitting. I was just waiting, and nervous. The idea that somehow it will be easy is probably not realistic. I did survive that poisoning attempt but it hurt really bad. I have a hard time believing SN would hurt more, but I suppose I can't know. I was in screaming writhing pain at points, but it was a poison known for being painful, and I just took it anywya because I lacked options.

 

[L'appel Du Vide]

A DMT breakthrough could be an incredible way to go from conscious to oxygen loss. Maybe also terrifying if you came out of it during the conscious confusion state though, if timed too early. What if you could just go straight from the trip into whatever the NDE experience is like with this method, or straight into oblivion? Would the trip be changed by loss of oxygen to the brain? You might not be in your body for the physical side effects that poisoning would cause. I don't know if I would actually try it though.

Besides that I think I just have music to listen to and final thoughts to express if I wanted to leave behind notes or an audio recording.

 

[claracatchingthebus]

A DMT breakthrough could be an incredible way to go from conscious to oxygen loss. Maybe also terrifying if you came out of it during the conscious confusion state though, if timed too early. What if you could just go straight from the trip into whatever the NDE experience is like with this method, or straight into oblivion? Would the trip be changed by loss of oxygen to the brain? You might not be in your body for the physical side effects that poisoning would cause. I don't know if I would actually try it though.

Besides that I think I just have music to listen to and final thoughts to express if I wanted to leave behind notes or an audio recording.

omg i would never do this, how terrifying

With so many hard drugs you can barely think at all, ie acid ketamine etc, you coukd end up forgetting why you wanted to die and be left with only the terror of death.

If i am dying, by choice, i want to remember the cruelty and the frustration to help make the fear less painful. Gosh, people have just been so fucking mean to me, all the damn time.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Daydreaming about what could've been, remembering who mattered, and berating myself for where I went wrong.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

Pet my dogs one last time, then play skyrim lol

I wouldn't have my pets near me because if I vomit they would probably lick it up and possibly die too. Just something to keep in mind.

omg i would never do this, how terrifying

With so many hard drugs you can barely think at all, ie acid ketamine etc, you coukd end up forgetting why you wanted to die and be left with only the terror of death.

If i am dying, by choice, i want to remember the cruelty and the frustration to help make the fear less painful. Gosh, people have just been so fucking mean to me, all the damn time.

Ketamine feels amazing. Even though it didn't help my depression, it felt like I had left my body and died. It was so peaceful.

 

[Nightfoot]

I'd like to think I would just relax and wait, but I might just as easily (or even more likely) be freaked out knowing I was about to die and feeling it happen.

 

[eternalpace]

As a hypothetical, how would I spend the final fifteen minutes? I'd say a final prayer, close my eyes, focus on the music playing in my ears, and wait for the moment of truth.

 

[EternalShore]

I'd like to do SN for this very reason~ ^_^ I'd like to read the Bible and pray, so that I would hopefully be able to go to Heaven, and that my final acts would be for God rather than potentially sinful~

 

[worthless123]

Yup. I've since learned about this possibility and saw some videos (including the chinese one)

I've heard about the chinese video but I'm too scared to watch it. Can you briefly summarize what happens in it?

 

[dissociation]

I would lie down, close my eyes, listen to music and wait.

 

[whybother2002]

I've heard about the chinese video but I'm too scared to watch it. Can you briefly summarize what happens in it?

He stars convulsing a lot and doesn't pass out quick. TBF apparently he took too much SN.

 

[Sord17]

Personally I'll load up Skyrim. After Helgen it feels like anything is possible and I'm being embraced by a world that can realise me in that first 10-20 minutes of play. IMO you shouldn't take SN if you're going to be genuinely terrified while it takes effect, that's the sign to take some time and reconsider.

 

[whybother2002]

Personally I'll load up Skyrim. After Helgen it feels like anything is possible and I'm being embraced by a world that can realise me in that first 10-20 minutes of play. IMO you shouldn't take SN if you're going to be genuinely terrified while it takes effect, that's the sign to take some time and reconsider.

Let me just say this: you buy SN, you make the plans. You hate your life and want to die. The day comes and you do everything that needs to be done. Then, in the 30 minutes it takes to pass out you accidently stumble upon a memory, a photo, your pet comes in your room. From that time on you get a rush of feelings. You're not terrified of death, but you just wish you could get better and live. Then that time turns into hell.