If you were to die tomorrow, what would be the last thing you'd like to do..

[The Dark Chaos]

Before ending my life, I'd love to go on camping with someone, maybe my CTB partner. I'd like to spend my last night gazing at the stars, feeling the cool air on my face, the warmth of the fire, listen to the insects around us and maybe to the sounds of our (CTB partner and me) breaths and heartbeat, feel secured and loved in his arms.I'd like to throw my wishes into the night sky and wait for the stars to catch them. I'd like to lose myself into nature one last time. Have a long conversation with my CTB partner about little things, life and maybe love. Hear him express his views on the afterlife. And maybe feel alive with him one last time. Live in the moment one last time.

 

[faust]

This is so romantic... I wish I could get lost in this atmosphere, not just before CTB but in any case when I would be able to fulfill these dreams.
Watch the reflection of the fire sparkle with a bright light in her eyes, hear her breathe in the silence of the pine forest when she is clinging to my chest. Talk about the eternal until dawn, noticing how the stars are spread in the sky, and the moon continues its way beyond the horizon. Wait till the first rays of its light fall on her beautiful face hidden by her long hair. Feeling how each touch responds with a fast heartbeat and our lips weave in a long kiss, as if we were destined to live forever.
Sweet, sweet dreams...

 

[The Dark Chaos]

This is so romantic... I wish I could get lost in this atmosphere, not just before CTB but in any case when I would be able to fulfill these dreams.
Watch the reflection of the fire sparkle with a bright light in her eyes, hear her breathe in the silence of the pine forest when she is clinging to my chest. Talk about the eternal until dawn, noticing how the stars are spread in the sky, and the moon continues its way beyond the horizon. Wait till the first rays of its light fall on her beautiful face hidden by her long hair. Feeling how each touch responds with a fast heartbeat and our lips weave in a long kiss, as if we were destined to live forever.
Sweet, sweet dreams...

Yeahh that's actually sweet and romantic. But we're living in nightmares and not in sweet dreams..

 

[BPDbitch]

The last thing I wanna do is smoke a fat blunt and listen to my fav songs x

 

[Broken Chimera]

The last thing I wanna do is smoke a fat blunt and listen to my fav songs x

This and reflect on everything that led up to that point.