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ProntoFim

Hoping for my midnight
Feb 2, 2022
22
Yes, for me no matter what happens I would still want to die. Nothing would ever make me want to live. I have no interest in living and in this life money cannot solve all problems, but for me the problem is life itself and the only solution for me is death. I see consciousness as being torture, I just want non existence.
Yes I feel that way... If 1 billion dollars could buy non-existence then yes 1 billion dollars would make a difference. And since it can't buy me the ticket for the bus I'm looking for, it's useless. 1 billion dollars doesn't buy the fullness of my soul or my spirit, it doesn't change people's hearts, it doesn't change the mind, it doesn't make them good, it doesn't end human cruelty hidden even in the simplest conversations, it doesn't cleanse souls and it doesn't clean the heart... it's a useless pile of paper that doesn't set you free.
 
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angelhealing

Member
Dec 10, 2021
7
I would live for a few years to enjoy life to the fullest with all that money and then kill myself before I got too old.
 
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SuicidalSuperhero

SuicidalSuperhero

Member
Dec 5, 2025
17
Money cannot fix what is wrong with my life. It could help me end it faster, but it can't fix what's wrong. If people actually cared, they would help me end my suffering.
 
snow leopard

snow leopard

Member
Dec 14, 2021
16
I would rather die being rich so yes.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,112
I would be completely fine with a billion dollars. My life is the problem, and the fact that having blown opportunities in my youth, I'm looking at decades of degrading drudgery, no social life, etc.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,219
Yes I would still want to kill myself asap

Just one reason out of many:

I or any human could a get a brain stroke in the next second.

A billion $ wouldn't stop that hell from happening to me.

So then I'll be brain damaged and not be able to suicide nor even defend myself and the human predators would attack

Imo it seems to me almost all humans don't believe something as horrible as that or worse could happen to them. And imo they don't understand how bad suffering and pain can get. They sure don't act like they believe these things. But i do .

 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,907
I will bribe an association or doctor/veterinarian with 1 million euros to euthanasia( me) and leave the 999 million to my family
 
DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
410
No, I would not. I'd be busy reintegrating and funding grants in neuroscience, subsurface remote sensing, and advanced metamaterials semantic field neomorphic computing substrates and R&D into various applications with cryogenics for quantum computing, cold fusion and exotic propulsion systems. Principally, minimizing human suffering and population welfare maximization initiatives through behavior modification projects.