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Someone hands you the button. You pressing it?

  • Disassociate for the rest of my life

    Votes: 6 46.2%
  • No

    Votes: 7 53.8%

  • Total voters
    13
bitofftoomuch

bitofftoomuch

hold onto those who accept your messy self
Jul 1, 2024
148
I think I would. I have ADHD and sometimes it erases my problems from my brain. That doesn't work out long term, because they always come roaring back.

But what if they never did? what if it were possible to just live completely free of those thoughts?

I think to me that's the only appeal of death. It's a permanent disassociation from that pain. I vastly prefer other forms of disassociation over death; the problem is the world doesn't let me stick to those. It only lets death be permanent.
 
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TiredofLife-Thanks

TiredofLife-Thanks

Member
Sep 10, 2023
25
If I could live without depression or anxiety disorder, or eating disorder, I would live my life to the fullest with deep gratitude. But since that won't happen, I'll just embrace death - the only one by my side.
 
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prototypian

prototypian

Student
May 6, 2024
103
Oh fuck yes! If I could go hassle free and not care I'd be sealing those pills like skittles.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,483
I wouldn't want to live / exist under any circumstances in this evil world nor as part of evil life , nor as part of any kind of conceivable existence. What i want for me is non-existence forever

It's impossible to be free of problems and suffering but even if the impossible became possible i don't want to exist

i just need to get a lot of discipline , energy , focus , courage and then take the risk and get out of this prison. And i need to get over the fear of failure and remaining alive in an even worse condition

in this , i think only @FuneralCry @ijustwishtodie @yive @eternalmelancholy a few others agree with me


Haven't seen @yive since may 2023 . maybe they ctb. eternalmelancholy ctb with N


 
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