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Ritter

Member
Aug 30, 2019
76
Go back to August, stay home from work, stop my boyfriends suicide, do everything afterwards to get him the help he needed, be there for every moment. If I fail and he still CTB then at least I'd know I tried, that he didn't suffer silently, that we both did what we could. But really one more moment, one more kiss, one more minute cuddling would be worth going back.
 
Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,128
i would choose to be physically and mentally healthy.
 
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Mizzmini45

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2019
447
To be put under anesthesia and not wake up.

That's how I'd ideally like to go out but the reality is, I'll be drinking SN or hanging.
I wanna be put under anesthesia so bad. I wish I could save up my own money even for a few years and pay for it. 5-15 grand?
 
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Thereisnothing

Thereisnothing

Enlightened
Jan 4, 2020
1,604
I would chose a time machine, to go back to happy times when still had those in my life who loved and cherished me and not have to go to the graves to visit them but all still be living.
 
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SugarbushMtn

Student
Dec 15, 2019
148
Honestly to have no part of the human existence experience and move on to something else...
 
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