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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
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nothing about the afterlife.

id ask: how did you know that it was time?
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,267
what was your very last thought
 
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Jan1193

Jan1193

I want no limitations for my soul
Sep 18, 2023
84
Did you find peace just the very last time before all turns black?
 
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At The Bus Stop

Member
Oct 24, 2025
92
You see it in articles and such that people always say "They regret it halfway down".

So I guess my question would be "Are you regretting this, if so, why?"
 
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Lycoris

Lycoris

a living ghost
Mar 9, 2023
59
I think I would ask if its possible to be their friend in the afterlife if there is one, I've never met anyone in person that understood me like some of the people that have passed away here
 
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Jadeith

Mage
Jan 14, 2025
578
If i could ask a dead person anything, it would mean that ctb is useless. Mere fact that i have possibility to torment deceased one with questions and get coherent answer will be an answer enough. It would mean that after death we still remember, still are self aware, still conscious, probably still feel something - all the things that make me want to die in the first place so what's the point?
 
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Lycoris

Lycoris

a living ghost
Mar 9, 2023
59
If i could ask a dead person anything, it would mean that ctb is useless. Mere fact that i have possibility to torment deceased one with questions and get coherent answer will be an answer enough. It would mean that after death we still remember, still are self aware, still conscious, probably still feel something - all the things that make me want to die in the first place so what's the point?
I want to believe maybe the next life is better than this one but you have a good point sadly...
 
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Whale_bones

Whale_bones

Wizard
Feb 11, 2020
605
If i could ask a dead person anything, it would mean that ctb is useless. Mere fact that i have possibility to torment deceased one with questions and get coherent answer will be an answer enough. It would mean that after death we still remember, still are self aware, still conscious, probably still feel something - all the things that make me want to die in the first place so what's the point?
That's a good point, the implications of this wouldn't be great for the deceased person. Maybe if you could send a message to the afterlife and it'd be like a piece of mail that they could choose to read or not read... so those that are up for answering questions can do it, and those who don't want to remember anything about life can go on as they please.

Sadly, I don't think there's such thing as an "afterlife", but if there was any sort of pleasant one, I'm sure the whole answering questions thing would be voluntary.
 
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Jadeith

Mage
Jan 14, 2025
578
I want to believe maybe the next life is better than this one but you have a good point sadly...
It can't be better, at least not for me, if i remember anything from this one.
If i die, receive a question like "is it better there?", "are you at peace?" and have ability to provide meaningful answer means i'm fucked and need to research afterlife ctb methods asap because i actually remember my past life.
 
Forever28

Forever28

Member
Nov 4, 2025
13
nothing about the afterlife.

id ask: how did you know that it was time?
To be honest, I wouldn't ask them anything. I believe they are at peace, so let them be. Not everything has to be romanticised. They made the ultimate choice and got what they wanted
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,232
How did you find the courage to go through with it?
 
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