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Siamese Believe

Siamese Believe

Student
Dec 8, 2025
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I feel like I'm at the point where I'd start crying and ask them to do it. But then I don't know if I'd wanna do that though lol.

What if they're a sadist and decide to shoot or stab my balls or a foot, where otherwise if I hadn't told them to do it then maybe it would've been a quicker death.
 
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yourmmomisabbitch

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Nov 8, 2025
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ive practically begged my sister to stab me to death while im sleeping
would be so much easier that way
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
517
ive practically begged my sister to stab me to death while im sleeping
would be so much easier that way

In my country there's a wanted notice for a guy who intoxicated his children with sleeping pills. While they were sleeping he entered their bedroom and shot them in the head. They seemingly died on the spot without much suffering
 
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ceelobling

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Dec 29, 2025
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I've had a thought where if someone started shooting, would I ask them to shoot me? I always came down to "no" because I don't want to somehow barely survive with horrific injuries and gunshot wounds. It's also kind of a weird thing to ask in that situation.
 
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TimingOut

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Sep 7, 2025
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I feel like I'm at the point where I'd start crying and ask them to do it. But then I don't know if I'd wanna do that though lol.

What if they're a sadist and decide to shoot or stab my balls or a foot, where otherwise if I hadn't told them to do it then maybe it would've been a quicker death.
If you really have the balls, why bother? 🤣
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Being stabbed to death seems horrible

Getting shot is good but please have to hope they do it right. Hit organs or brain
 
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TimingOut

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Sep 7, 2025
162
Being stabbed to death seems horrible

Getting shot is good but please have to hope they do it right. Hit organs or brain
Died of blood loss after multiple shots should not be too hard to bear with, taking into account that loss of consciousness comes fast.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Died of blood loss after multiple shots should not be too hard to bear with, taking into account that loss of consciousness comes fast.
I hate that I've thought about this. But it seems like a series of shots to vital organs and then maybe a headshot to make sure.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,078
I feel like I'm at the point where I'd start crying and ask them to do it. But then I don't know if I'd wanna do that though lol.

What if they're a sadist and decide to shoot or stab my balls or a foot, where otherwise if I hadn't told them to do it then maybe it would've been a quicker death.
I've had these same thoughts. If someone could guarantee a clean brain stem shot or a graceful samurai beheading, I'd be down like a clown.
 
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