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wham311

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From one source but use a different source now, would it cause another check?
 
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EmptyBottle

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I genuinely don't know, however, I think the checks occur after a site is seized... unless they do keyword searches into packaging descriptions and have a system setup for issuing checks that way.
 
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wham311

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I genuinely don't know, however, I think the checks occur after a site is seized... unless they do keyword searches into packaging descriptions and have a system setup for issuing checks that way.
I'm so fucking nervous. This is such a an adult situation I'm not cut out for.
I don't know what to do
 
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EmptyBottle

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I'm so fucking nervous. This is such a an adult situation I'm not cut out for.
I don't know what to do
There are guides on the site for what is best to say (chemistry, etc), and the fact that by saying that everyone in the household is ok from behind the door, they probably don't have legal authority to force entry.
 
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wham311

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There are guides on the site for what is best to say (chemistry, etc), and the fact that by saying that everyone in the household is ok from behind the door, they probably don't have legal authority to force entry.
I've already had a check for sn. I don't know what withe happen if I got another.

My mom woukd also have me committed I think

It seems like the only solution is to order and do it immediately because there's a lag between drlivery and check.

God this is so much pressure
 
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I've already had a check for sn. I don't know what withe happen if I got another.

My mom woukd also have me committed I think
ahhh. The thing is, even if I ordered a few days ago, there'd be tight timing for CTB before monday.. and the death wish will likely fade by then (but the SN doesn't care, it could stay for years). plus, then there is meto (recommended but not 100% required) to source, hours of planning in advance, and non detection. vs some other methods with already available resources and faster timelines (tho I have failed an attempt in 2022 with not much happening after, couldn't easily buy stuff back then so I used 1 sock... instead of 3)
 
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wham311

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ahhh. The thing is, even if I ordered a few days ago, there'd be tight timing for CTB before monday.. and the death wish will likely fade by then (but the SN doesn't care, it could stay for years). plus, then there is meto (recommended but not 100% required) to source, hours of planning in advance, and non detection. vs some other methods with already available resources and faster timelines (tho I have failed an attempt in 2022 with not much happening after, couldn't easily buy stuff back then so I used 1 sock... instead of 3)
Meto and other stuff is easily sourced.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Unless the issue is delivery you could just prepare a bag of salt and just give them that. It's not like they would test it and even if they did you could just act you were scammed. No need to use it immediately for fear of it being taken away.
 
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wham311

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Sorry so what's the worst that could happen if I order this
 
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Brokensaddle

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I've already had a check for sn. I don't know what withe happen if I got another.

My mom woukd also have me committed I think

It seems like the only solution is to order and do it immediately because there's a lag between drlivery and check.

God this is so much pressure
I've had multiple checks on when they found out I had ordered sn. Luckily had to prepare as I wasn't home when most of them happened. It give me enough time to make excuses and most time I was extremely well presentably and as I looked fine police took me at face value and just give helpline number to call. With mental health services I just shut the door in their faces because they let me down so much. This one time I even had my full sn kit on me and 136 but the police and mental health staff were really bad at their job and didn't search my job well enough
 
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