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Leonard_Bangley39

Too pathetic to even catch the bus
Nov 6, 2025
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Theres still so many things that I want to do and see before a ctb, but there simply isnt enough time for them. I'd love to be able to become a ghost after i die, so that way i could just float around and do whatever i want for eternity without having to stress over societal things like finding a job, paying rent, where ill stay. I can just go anywhere and do anything to my hearts content. I'd probably float around my family so i could see their reactions.

It probably sounds kinda stupid but i really wish i could live long enough to see the end of One Piece, its my favorite manga and i would watch the anime with my mom almost every day during the pandemic.
 
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unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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It's not stupid. I believe in ghosts and I think we will see everything after death (the sadness of our family or friends, our own funeral, ...) then we go into the light (another dimension - the REAL life full of peace and love) and we can reincarnate.
But I read maybe too much NDE stories... 😬
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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If I were a ghost I would go to the deepest bunkers and most secretive rooms where Putin, Trump and Kim Jong Un plot their evil plans lol :))
This may sound like a joke, but If I'm able to go anywhere, why not see that.
 
moin

moin

Member
Nov 3, 2025
31
u should do like a list of the things u still wanna experience and maybe that list will be your motivation to keep breathing, who knows, im here if you wanna talk about anything <3
 
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