Venting I would accept anyone to not be alone

[Crematoryy]

I need someone to take care of me. It could literally be anyone. Elderly, obese, sick, ugly. All I need is to be cared for, to have someone to accept me, someone I can surrender to. I'm desperate for someone to help bear the weight of my life. I need someone to value me, because I don't see any value in myself. I need someone for me, to give meaning to my existence, to love me. I need this at any cost.

I need to sleep knowing that when I wake up I'll have someone by my side; I need to know that someone knows my innermost thoughts; I need someone who cares even about what I dream while I'm unconscious.

 

[unluckysadness]

Same

 

[Zizouaax]

me too

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

Just become gay, you're like, twink adjacent already

 

[Front Back]

Just become gay, you're like, twink adjacent already

Ye I see where that coming

 

[Momonga]

We are in the similar situation, maybe we can talk and become friend first? I am new here so I can not dm u, and I am not sure if I can leave my personal contact here because I think it breaks the rules. If you want to connect we can figure it out!

 

[Nolongerlive]

I used to care for my elder sisterfor quite a number of years .
She suddenly had a minor stroke , and for no reason she started to have insomnia , anxiety and depression. Then later she was also diagnosed of end stage cancer. It was tough to care for people with unstable mental condition , suicidal thought plus terminal illness. Not an easy task if you asked me and something i wouldnt want do again.

After she was passed with cancer, i had no one to go to even though i still have some other siblings. Sad.

So I totally understand that having a person to care for you on the clock is Priceless. You must have done many good deeds in the past life in order to have this life.

 

[iCryInMySecretSpot]

im the same. its why im so into older/taller men lol. i crave the feeling of being protected/safe. even tho ive been hurt by them lmao

 

[Crematoryy]

We are in the similar situation, maybe we can talk and become friend first? I am new here so I can not dm u, and I am not sure if I can leave my personal contact here because I think it breaks the rules. If you want to connect we can figure it out!

I sent you a message

 

[tomame]

couldn't have said it better myself .. i feel so helpless to life's struggles. i have absolutely no trust in myself.

this is probably why i have a thing for older protective men who take care of me.

i just want to feel safe and have someone tell me that everything will be okay and i won't be left in the cold .. alone. to fend for myself.

i can't do this on my own

 

[PainWorseThanDeath]

We're all here... together. Its as simple as reaching out for and supporting each other.

Being for each other what the world has failed to be.

One thing is certain... nobody here is truly alone.

What we individually choose to do with that is up to us...

But yes, here we all are... alive... breathing... perhaps struggling, though we are... we are alive, and here -together.-

 

[Momonga]

I sent you a message

I relied! Can you see it

 

[eatantz]

So real, I want to merge souls with someone. Be completely human together and love every part of each other.°‧ 𓆝 𓆞 ·｡

 

[NihilusVan]

TL; DR: try to be truthful and transparent.
Even though I'm currently living through recovery, I also still feel that longing for someone else's warmth. Sometimes I've felt I could settle for anyone, but there are people that would make visible their life as an only virtue. I've made a lot of mistakes in my relationships, but maybe being transparent helps filter people out, even if it hurts. Easier said than done, though, yet chances are you'll push further away people who might hurt you for being yourself. Try to avoid those little white lies that we usually come up with to keep our reputations or elevate our status, just be honest and talk as much as you want, very rarely or way too much, it doesn't matter. And listen when you can, ask questions if you're curious or fill some other role; probably, people will assign you one, but you can take issue with it, in which case, do what you please: be alone in your silent room, expectantly sitting for some company to break the stillness; or maybe, cry out loud filled with unrestrained wrath, maybe they're cruel, vicious, unpredictable and aren't worth the bearing; or some other way to express your conclusions, objective or subjective. I kind of lost my point there, but you can start speaking as loudly as it might be allowed... About you... About your meagre interests or your awed passions. Perhaps, more possibly than I might believe, you won't find honest people, nevertheless, it's a beautiful ideal. Sorry if it was just yapping from my part, kind of got lost, I guess.

 

[PanaxMan]

I need someone to take care of me. It could literally be anyone. Elderly, obese, sick, ugly. All I need is to be cared for, to have someone to accept me, someone I can surrender to. I'm desperate for someone to help bear the weight of my life. I need someone to value me, because I don't see any value in myself. I need someone for me, to give meaning to my existence, to love me. I need this at any cost.

I need to sleep knowing that when I wake up I'll have someone by my side; I need to know that someone knows my innermost thoughts; I need someone who cares even about what I dream while I'm unconscious.

Same I guess. It's the strive towards human connection

 

[Zizouaax]

So real, I want to merge souls with someone. Be completely human together and love every part of each other.°‧ 𓆝 𓆞 ·｡

same but im too ugly for that ig that can only happen online for some of us

 

[Wishingfordeath]

same, its not going to ever happen to me though.

 

[zzkhule]

I need someone to take care of me. It could literally be anyone. Elderly, obese, sick, ugly. All I need is to be cared for, to have someone to accept me, someone I can surrender to. I'm desperate for someone to help bear the weight of my life. I need someone to value me, because I don't see any value in myself. I need someone for me, to give meaning to my existence, to love me. I need this at any cost.

I need to sleep knowing that when I wake up I'll have someone by my side; I need to know that someone knows my innermost thoughts; I need someone who cares even about what I dream while I'm unconscious.

I feel the same.

I wonder if there is a correlation between feeling this way and not really feeling connected with your parents. My parents took care of me, but I never really felt attached or loved by them. Makes me realize I've never been close to anyone my entire life.