i wonder who the oldest user on here is (not human age, but account age)

[xXSufferingXx]

im not sure when this site started... but if there's any users on here who's been a member for 5 years or something... i'm curious about you.
obviously i don't want to ask "why haven't you done it yet", that sounds cynical as fuck.
and that's not the right way to phrase the question.

but i'm just curious if you still are as suicidal as you were when you signed up for SASU.
and curious what keeps you on the site so long.

sorry i know it's weird, but it's just a random thought that popped into my mind. don't think too deeply about it lol

 

[bl33ding_heart]

I'm pretty sure this site was created in 2018.

 

[Spite]

Hey there,

This site started in 2018. If you go to any user's profile on this site and look at the URL (for example my userpage URL is this: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/spite.114295/ ), you'll see some numbers at the end of the URL, and this is the user's ID. If you remove everything after "members/" and simply type in a number it will take you to their profile. So for me, all you'd have to type is "114295" and you'd end up right on my profile page.

Using this method and starting from the number '1', it appears the "oldest user" is this admin account: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/sanctioned-suicide.4/

But as for the oldest non-staff users who are still active, it appears @not-2-b-the-answer is the oldest, most consistently active user - account created on March 24, 2018, last logged in yesterday.

Hope this answers your question. And don't worry I don't think it's that weird of a question, you're fine lol.

 

[xXSufferingXx]

Hey there,

This site started in 2018. If you go to any user's profile on this site and look at the URL (for example my userpage URL is this: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/spite.114295/ ), you'll see some numbers at the end of the URL, and this is the user's ID. If you remove everything after "members/" and simply type in a number it will take you to their profile. So for me, all you'd have to type is "114295" and you'd end up right on my profile page.

Using this method and starting from the number '1', it appears the "oldest user" is this admin account: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/sanctioned-suicide.4/

But as for the oldest non-staff users who are still active, it appears @not-2-b-the-answer is the oldest, most consistently active user - account created on March 24, 2018, last logged in yesterday.

wow. i didnt actually expect such an accurate answer, i was expecting a lot of guess work lol. thanks

 

[BillyBob]

im not sure when this site started... but if there's any users on here who's been a member for 5 years or something... i'm curious about you.
obviously i don't want to ask "why haven't you done it yet", that sounds cynical as fuck.
and that's not the right way to phrase the question.

but i'm just curious if you still are as suicidal as you were when you signed up for SASU.
and curious what keeps you on the site so long.

sorry i know it's weird, but it's just a random thought that popped into my mind. don't think too deeply about it lol

I have been a long member from back when it was on reddit etc until it got banned.
For me this is a place to read and express when needed, also getting knowledge on death and suicide.
As for being as suicidal as when I joined. I am and not much has changed in that way and really want to CTB soon as nothing is going well in life for me anymore.
Done the whole trying to live a normal life but constant failing.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Hi guys,
Hard to believe I'm the only member who has been here the longest.
I must be doing something wrong....
This site has helped me. I can talk about how I really feel. Vent if I need to. I don't think I've had any angry vents in awhile.
The one and only reason I'm still here is because of my parents.
No one else other than a few friends I've met here give a damn. It's hard for me to make any new friends IRL.
I'm always creepy to men and women. It doesn't matter anymore. If I eventually CTB, it will be less people who care.

Thanks for reading.

 

[xXSufferingXx]

This site has helped me. I can talk about how I really feel. Vent if I need to.

exactly. same here.
"normal" people just don't get it

 

[ForestGhost]

@Okami was literally the first non-admin account, and they have still been active this year

 

[EMac]

Hi guys,
Hard to believe I'm the only member who has been here the longest.
I must be doing something wrong....

That actually made me laugh!

 

[Amviii]

im not sure when this site started... but if there's any users on here who's been a member for 5 years or something... i'm curious about you.
obviously i don't want to ask "why haven't you done it yet", that sounds cynical as fuck.
and that's not the right way to phrase the question.

but i'm just curious if you still are as suicidal as you were when you signed up for SASU.
and curious what keeps you on the site so long.

sorry i know it's weird, but it's just a random thought that popped into my mind. don't think too deeply about it lol

Hi, member of 5 years. Never thought I'd say that, my intention was to be gone by now
This account doesn't have much of a post history, as I used to use a different one that is since deleted.

I'm not as suicidal as when I signed up for SaSu. When I first got on here, I was looking for information on how to do a proper suicide.

Since then, I have tried to recover from mental illness and suicidality. I have moved away, and now have a good job and a therapist and some meds now, but at the end of the day, I cannot run away from myself.

I'm not sure why I haven't done it yet. I suppose I haven't due to other people and survival instinct? And the fact that I don't care if I live or die has given me the freedom to take risks, because worst case scenario, I'll just ctb. Also, human emotions get involved, and I don't want my mom to have to see my body and wonder what she should've done differently.

I know I have it better than a lot of people here, and while I'm on earth, I'm trying to make the world as good as possible for those who actually want to live in it.

Anymore, I just lurk SaSu occasionally when I want to talk to/read posts from people that get it. For now, I will live, but it's nice to hear people talk without the rose colored sunglasses suicide is evil mentality.