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bellaisdonewithlife

Member
Jan 29, 2026
86
It would be cool to know 2-3 suicidal people in my area that I could chat with… even 1 person.

People in my area don't seem to use this site or if they do they aren't broadcasting where they're from.
 
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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
290
agreed. living in la is a bitch cuz its full of gung ho people that go to equinox and talk about seed oils. give me all the seed oils fam... am trying to die :pfff:
 
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darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,965
same problem here,
most users who message me privately live on other continents,
I feel isolated
 
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bellaisdonewithlife

Member
Jan 29, 2026
86
agreed. living in la is a bitch cuz its full of gung ho people that go to equinox and talk about seed oils. give me all the seed oils fam... am trying to die :pfff:
I'm in Vancouver so I know what you mean.
 
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bellaisdonewithlife

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Jan 29, 2026
86
Vancouver island here :sunglasses:
Oh hey. You're a 90min ferry ride away haha. I can see that there are few people in the lower mainland on here. As time passes I feel like I'm getting closer and closer to leaving. Since I haven't been able to find a partner in the last month and a half I may just end up trying to exit on my own soon.
 
pyamu

pyamu

love u so much u guys r the only nice ones left
Dec 14, 2021
44
agreed. living in la is a bitch cuz its full of gung ho people that go to equinox and talk about seed oils. give me all the seed oils fam... am trying to die :pfff:
Also in LA and I feel this a lot. Influencer shit is so annoying, and it seems like everyone is happy here. People care so much about superificial shit and appearances. I am in university here and I'm not sure if it's an issue with the age group but there are so many students who care about stuff that does not matter like what someone wears day-to-day. So much drama and negativity in interpersonal situations. If you ever need someone to talk to let me know! In recovery so I wouldn't be able to be a partner but I'm always down to talk/listen.
 

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