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Msvr

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Sep 9, 2024
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I wish I had 99 pills of a highly potent sleeping medication (maybe a small dose of N itself) and 1 identical pill of a deadly amount of N. Every night I could take one, unworried since probability wise I should be fine. And as a bonus I'd get some good nights of sleep

Something I've thought about a lot in the past.
 
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BillyBob

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Jun 14, 2018
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Is it bad that I would just take them all at once instead of doing them one by one
 
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Jan 8, 2026
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I want to do the same but with only one pill with a deadly amount of N :D
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
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Interesting idea. I wonder if it would diminish SI or, whether you would have anxiety every time you took a pill. I think it would end up annoying me even more to wake up each day. It would probably end up being the last pill I took!
 
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Jan 29, 2021
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I would probably be anxious every time i would take a pill but i think my SI would be greatly diminshed.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

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Oct 29, 2024
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I want to do the same but with only one pill with a deadly amount of N :D
Yeah this is all hypothetical but I don't think I would have SI over a sleepytime drug. It's the violence of hanging that stops me.
 
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I can see the light

Beautiful Remains
Jan 21, 2026
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This is probably a good way of lowering or even completely remove SI, it would be for me any way! If you don't get the deadly amount last…

I wonder if there's a way to do it with SN, it might be hard due to the need of antiemetics?
 
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Nov 4, 2025
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This is probably a good way of lowering or even completely remove SI, it would be for me any way! If you don't get the deadly amount last…

I wonder if there's a way to do it with SN, it might be hard due to the need of antiemetics?
I've been thinking about that exact same thing with sn these last few days, no good ideas yet
 

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