I wish I could go back

[kaleisgreatinsalad]

I sometimes reminisce on the past. The person I used to be. I loved life and could feel so much. The bad and the good are what make life meaningful. I cannot believe antidepressants took so much from me. They robbed me of my soul. I wish I had a Time Machine. I could go back and change what happened. I wish so badly to feel like a normal human again. I'd rather be depressed and anxious again than feel this way day after day. By the time society realizes the true extent of the damage these drugs have caused so many lives will be changed. I no longer have a sense of time. It's like watching your life go by without being present. I'm a shadow to my own existence.

 

[madameviolette]

I'm here for the same reasons. Damaged by meds. My life was so good. I'd do anything to take back the minor anxiety I had compared to what I'm left with now.