I wish for a painless death

[Painless_end]

Yes I know I have posted this same kind of thoughts a few weeks ago but I'm not gonna stop wishing it.

I wish for a painless death soon. I'm going to be repeating this mantra in my head continously hoping something happens.

Come to me soon, painless death.
Come to me soon, painless death.
Come to me soon, painless death.
Come to me soon, painless death.
Come to me soon, painless death.

 

[oxymoron]

I can understand your pain.

 

[theguineapigking]

I totally get it. I wish for the same thing. I mean, how cool would it be to not wake up the next morning? All I can hope for is that I die naturally in my sleep without suffering.



Sadly I probably won't get that lucky. Partial or SN are my most realistic options. I plan partial. Do you have a plan in place?

 

[Painless_end]

I totally get it. I wish for the same thing. I mean, how cool would it be to not wake up the next morning? All I can hope for is that I die naturally in my sleep without suffering.



Sadly I probably won't get that lucky. Partial or SN are my most realistic options. I plan partial. Do you have a plan in place?

No plan. I felt a couple of months back that jumping from my residential building's 5th floor terrace might be the only practical option I have left but I coudn't do it. I felt empty and numb but aware that there would be pain so I stopped myself. I went back several times but felt discouraged each time.

I know that I can't hang myself or consume chemicals. It won't work for me.

 

[asifkhanny12345]

Think i need to start saying same thing hopefully something will happen.

 

[oxymoron]

Think i need to start saying same thing hopefully something will happen.

It won't. I've done that for years.

 

[Hypergang2018]

The most horrifying feeling is being crushed, isolated and diminished by life but unable to die. Im trying to find strength to leave soon. It's going to be hard. Harder than anything ive ever done

 

[faust]

Death when you simply fall asleep and on the wings of the night a warm wind takes you somewhere far away, you forget about your sadness and merge with the void...

 

[oxymoron]

The most horrifying feeling is being crushed, isolated and diminished by life but unable to die. Im trying to find strength to leave soon. It's going to be hard. Harder than anything ive ever done

True. One day pretty much bleeds into the other and you're lost wondering why and how. You try to move on but things fall off the shelf. In some cases the shelf itself falls off. The future seems inseparable from the present and the present is painful beyond solace. Nothing but the thought of death puts a faint smile across your face and you goto bed thinking this might be the last day of yours or feeling good about the fact that the day is over and you are shorter of breath and one day closer to death.