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YoungJijii

YoungJijii

Member
Nov 15, 2022
38
I work at a gas station store and I wish a robber could come and threaten to kill me if I don't give them what they want. It would be nice to have that chance to die without me doing the actual unaliving.
 
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No More Tears

No More Tears

I'm tired of missing the bus.
Jul 26, 2024
91
I worked at a gas station in the late 80s, and with all the weirdos that came in at night, I'm surprised we were never robbed. I was suicidal then, and that would have been a great time to be wiped out.
 
Gangrel

Gangrel

Mage
Jul 25, 2024
505
I feel guilty for wanting that because i would go out as a victim of some sort and people would be sorry for me while doing the terrifying deed. Damn, the human brain really likes attention uh...
 
Hotel

Hotel

Hotel
Jul 29, 2024
31
I can relate to that alot mate. I go walks at night in the woods a lot in hopes I get stabbed or beaten to death like I actually enjoy going a walk knowing it could happen and my problems would be over and I don't have to go through the struggle with survival instant preventing suicide.
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
I also relate to this. Totally agree that it's all a matter of wishing that it would just happen to you rather than you having to think too much about it.
 
qualityOV3Rquantity

qualityOV3Rquantity

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
273
I've thought about this too. I daydream about some event where I can save the day but die in the process, like pushing a pedestrian out of the way of an out of control truck and getting hit myself. Then I'll die as a badass hero and not a suicidal person haha
 
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