I don't mean it as a joke. Right now I'm barely capable of taking care of my basic needs without having a mental breakdown. And I have absolutely no motivation to participate in this shit show we call capitalism. I would be motivated to work if I actually got the pay I deserve. Average pay in my country is like 6 dollars per hour. It takes a lot of time and effort to even get an interview and most jobs are terrible and stressful. If I ever get to the point that I will have to find a job to survive, I will see it as a sign to finally hang myself.
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ashen knight
Member
- Apr 7, 2026
- 13
Macedonian1987
Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
- Oct 22, 2025
- 1,124
North Macedonia is even worse. The average pay per hour is even lower.
Like you, I would also rather die than work. I tried working once and while I was working I was ridiculed and shamed for having Asperger's.
SoLowHollow48
Corporate Rat
- Nov 24, 2025
- 245
I think this is happening everywhere around the world. My friends who decided to set off to other countries to study and work are complaining about the job market being absolute shite too.
One is in Canada. He's going back soon. The other is in Netherlands, still fighting. Right now, I'm starting to lose hope on my job hunting journey.
I've been declined and/or ghosted god knows how many times BUT I did find friends while I went to interviews and right now we're forming a group to find jobs. Any job at all as long as there's a guarantee of a salary (preferably minimum wage).
I hope that you get to come across some people to during interviews. If you're fatigued from all the job hunting, you can always stop for a week and just wait for all fo those applications you've filled and uploaded. I do the same. This shit got hella draining.
All of my friends are employed and I'm just... this.
Good luck, champ.
I'm asperger too. For us jobs are just lowkey bullying.
coolcow1289
Member
- Mar 17, 2026
- 58
I have a job and I'd rather be dead than have a job. So I get it
Macedonian1987
Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
- Oct 22, 2025
- 1,124
It's even worse when some of your "colleagues" are real life bullies that happened to work with you. In my workplace, things got so bad I almost got into a fistfight and I'm a very very peaceful and tolerable person.
lilb0wpeep
Will I ever escape from this nightmare?
- Mar 9, 2026
- 38
Currently waiting to go into work and the anxiety just thinking about is killing me. I want to call in, I want to quit, I want to ctb just so I don't have to go in.
There's not even a really good reason for this feeling today either, I just feel to scared to go in. I don't want to put what little energy I have into this shitty job just to go home and feel bad.Similar threads
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