I will die tomorrow and I'm scared

[yukiovos]

trying to decide between shotgun sn others.

what method are you thinking of?

good that someone else noticed what I did . seems like most humans have no clue about reality imo

I dont have access to a lot of methods like sn so im limited
I failed partial hanging in the past and now the method im thinking of is jumping

I did research and if i do it correctly from a good height it would be almost impossible to experience pain if i fall from a height of at least above 50 meters because the velocity i would impact the ground will be so high that there will be no time for my brain to register pain

The most uncomfortable part will be falling. But fortunately I know how it feels already sort of, just a really unpleasant feeling in your heart and being numb.

 

[Cosmophobic]

OP you said feel free to ask you anything.

Do you think you deserve to die this way? Do you owe it yourself to try something else, some other avenue before you do this or do you feel you've exhausted all of that?

Life is ugly and cruel but so is death by jumping.