Venting i was wanting to wait til monday but holy shit the urge to is so strong now

[tretion]

knowing i have everything i need in my closet and itll be 100% is so enticing but i promised my nieces ill hang out with them this weekend

 

[eternalpace]

As a general comment, be careful rushing things. Suicide methods are difficult, regardless of how much planning you do.... and I speak from experience. So if you were planning on Monday, perhaps it's a good idea to stick with that. Rushing things isn't going to make things any easier, and it'll probably do the opposite. Enjoy the time with your nieces.

 

[tretion]

As a general comment, be careful rushing things. Suicide methods are difficult, regardless of how much planning you do.... and I speak from experience. So if you were planning on Monday, perhaps it's a good idea to stick with that. Rushing things isn't going to make things any easier, and it'll probably do the opposite. Enjoy the time with your nieces.

i struggle with possible ocd and i cant go a single day without my brain bombarding me with horrible thoughts 24/7

me staying is putting myself through hell for another few days for them,

i am trying though, i have today, tomorrow then can do it sunday night

i have gotten confirmation that my method should be 100% so im not worried about rushing and failing

 

[eternalpace]

i have gotten confirmation that my method should be 100% so im not worried about rushing and failing

I hope that time with your nieces is well spent... and that you find peace.

 

[tretion]

I hope that time with your nieces is well spent... and that you find peace.

thank you