i want to die

[yomander369]

everyone is better off without me

Sorry you feel this way. I feel this way too and want to ctb before I ruin everyone's life. I can already see the ones who didn't abandon me are suffering because of it. They'd say they want me to live But I know things would be better for everyone, including myself, if I were gone. No point in suffering anymore.

 

[Death Diviner]

Hello, Billie, assuming you're still there, this is the Death Diviner checking up on you.

How are you?

 

[Sando_1737]

Hello, Billie, assuming you're still there, this is the Death Diviner checking up on you.

How are you?

She's gone man. We lost someone too young. It was preventable.

 

[waistcoat]

i still think about you regularly. i hope you found the help you need and are still with us, but i know that's unlikely. chatting with you helped me massively during a very hard period of my life. i hope everything was peaceful for you, i miss you bookie.

 

[Freedomm]

It looks like she was in a lot of pain, I hope she's happy wherever she is, there or here.

 

[plan c]

She was banned "bc of breaking a rule" instead of being confirmed as ctb'd according to a mod whose name i cannot recall, yet I have reasons to believe the mods are honest about this. I think she's still alive tho there's little chance she would come back to the forum any time soon. If that's the case I hope she's doing alright. Wishing that she's blessed with many caring ppl irl too.

I still miss her and spare thoughts for her from time to time.