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UglyCat

UglyCat

lljw
Jan 15, 2024
87
Inert atmospheres. To clarify I'm referring to unis not public k-12 school lol. But schools have a wide range of uses for pure nitrogen
wouldn't this method be painful?
 
TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
352
i just wish someone would do a blood choke on me for 1 hour straight
 
UglyCat

UglyCat

lljw
Jan 15, 2024
87
what do you mean, as in suffocation? no you will be exhaling the co2 because build up of co2 is the feeling of suffocation

no
suffocation can be painful because of the pressure that is exerted
 
TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
352
Is it hot?
yes
suffocation can be painful because of the pressure that is exerted
well then full suspension hanging or 12 gauge shotgun blast to the brain stem would be an option?
anyways im gonna sleep now and i will talk more soon, gn
anyways im gonna sleep now and i will talk more soon, gn
 
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Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
893
i want to die because i discovered that my girlfriend was cheating on me. she was doing me a lot of good. i know it's horrible to make your happiness dependent on someone else...

i can't sleep anymore. i can't eat anymore. no one cares about me, they're just judging me. i tried to kill myself on 12/6, but unfortunately i couldn't... i found out on Valentine's Day that she had done it.
Murderrrr herrrrr. (Not really mods please don't hurt me).

But seriously fuck her lmao. I'm really sorry you went through that, nobody deserves that
 
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UglyCat

UglyCat

lljw
Jan 15, 2024
87
yes

well then full suspension hanging or 12 gauge shotgun blast to the brain stem would be an option?
anyways im gonna sleep now and i will talk more soon, gn
anyways im gonna sleep now and i will talk more soon, gn
i would do the shotgun method, even if it hurt for a few seconds to have my skull in a thousand pieces. i think at the moment i'm in, i would force myself to feel any pain
 
Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
893
i would do the shotgun method, even if it hurt for a few seconds to have my skull in a thousand pieces. i think at the moment i'm in, i would force myself to feel any pain
Buckshot to the brainstem is painless. Or if there is pain, it's so fast you don't notice it
 
UglyCat

UglyCat

lljw
Jan 15, 2024
87
Murderrrr herrrrr. (Not really mods please don't hurt me).

But seriously fuck her lmao. I'm really sorry you went through that, nobody deserves that
i won't kill her because it's very likely that she'll die of AIDS
 
TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
352
i want to die because i discovered that my girlfriend was cheating on me. she was doing me a lot of good. i know it's horrible to make your happiness dependent on someone else...

i can't sleep anymore. i can't eat anymore. no one cares about me, they're just judging me. i tried to kill myself on 12/6, but unfortunately i couldn't... i found out on Valentine's Day that she had done it.
your girlfriend deserves to be dea- (pls don't ban me mods)
 
Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
893
i won't kill her because it's very likely that she'll die of AIDS
Haaaaa karmaaaa. A slow, very painful, and deserving karma.

Nonetheless I'm still sorry you are going through this. I know how it feels to lose an emotional support and comfort anchor :(.
 
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TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
352
i remember the ronnie mcnutt video, it used to traumatize me
Buckshot to the brainstem is painless. Or if there is pain, it's so fast you don't notice it
this makes me happy, i feel more comfortable using this method.
 
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UglyCat

UglyCat

lljw
Jan 15, 2024
87
Haaaaa karmaaaa. A slow, very painful, and deserving karma.

Nonetheless I'm still sorry you are going through this. I know how it feels to lose an emotional support and comfort anchor :(.
thank you very much, my friend. i hope she dies of AIDS, HIV, gonorrhea or any other sexually transmitted disease.
 
Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
893
i remember the ronnie mcnutt video, it used to traumatize me

this makes me happy, i feel more comfortable using this method.
My frand Amber shot her brainstemie. I assume she would testify it was painless if she could. God I wish she could I miss her dearly
 
UglyCat

UglyCat

lljw
Jan 15, 2024
87
i remember the ronnie mcnutt video, it used to traumatize me

this makes me happy, i feel more comfortable using this method.
i don't know, i think he must have felt some pain, for at least a few seconds. i imagine that the brain, if not completely affected, must take a while to capture death and thus shut down the entire nervous system.
 
Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
893
thank you very much, my friend. i hope she dies of AIDS, HIV, gonorrhea or any other sexually transmitted disease.
Idk if u can die of gonorrhea but she does deserve to suffer. Betraying a loved one is just evil. I don't actually know how she could even live with herself. If that was me I'd actually just stab myself until I bled to death while praying I go to hell.
 
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TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
352
My frand Amber shot her brainstemie. I assume she would testify it was painless if she could. God I wish she could I miss her dearly
i hoped it was painless then...
 
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UglyCat

UglyCat

lljw
Jan 15, 2024
87
My frand Amber shot her brainstemie. I assume she would testify it was painless if she could. God I wish she could I miss her dearly
i'm sorry for your loss...šŸ–¤šŸ•Š

now why the hell did i delete my post talking about cheating? am i stupid? am i an animal? wtff, i'm really dumb
 
Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
893
i don't know, i think he must have felt some pain, for at least a few seconds. i imagine that the brain, if not completely affected, must take a while to capture death and thus shut down the entire nervous system.
It's painless. It results in a near instant loss of consciousness(I'm talking milliseconds) and death in seconds.

No brainstem means no consciousness, no breathing, no heartbeat. Even if you feel pain, you won't process it
i'm sorry for your loss...šŸ–¤šŸ•Š

now why the hell did i delete my post talking about cheating? am i stupid? am i an animal? wtff, i'm really dumb
it sucks for me not for her :(. She's in a better place, where she is no longer suffering. It just sucks not having her to talk to
 
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UglyCat

lljw
Jan 15, 2024
87
it sucks for me not for her :(. She's in a better place, where she is no longer suffering. It just sucks not having her to talk to
she is in a place full of beautiful fields!

one day we will all meet... now, Holu, reply to my private message!!😠
 
2messdup

2messdup

Enlightened
Feb 10, 2024
1,370
I just got a notification of you just saying "." what the fuck do you mean dot?
Oops. Sorry. Posted a reply then realised the dates and more of the conversation and it seemed inappropriate so instead of getting mods to delete it I edited it so the comment was removed. The original comment just was a reply to "how strong is a judo belt" saying I knew someone who used a judo belt to tow a car. Which seemed very inappropriate when I read the rest of the conversation. Really sorry though. Didn't mean to offend 😢
 
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