i don't want to bother people i love with this but i feel like ill literally explode if i don't put it out somewhere. I WANT TO DIE. and i really wish i was not too much of a chicken so i can just die in peace. also i'm scared of attempting again (and not succeeding again) and my possibility of going back to uni going from 1% to 0%. like if i've got to be alive, it can't be at home, it's so fucking painful and i just feel like im not meant to be alive yk. (also my uni said that they suggest that i don't come back because bipolar disorder is "too risky")
and like i have been crying so much for the past two days since they told me that and i lost hope all over again that my eyes and my brain seem like they're going to be permanently hurting.
and like i have been crying so much for the past two days since they told me that and i lost hope all over again that my eyes and my brain seem like they're going to be permanently hurting.
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