Venting I think I've begun tolerating hunger.

[Nemaki Arber]

I've been put in a situation where there's is very little food left for me to eat, I haven't eaten in a few days and my weight is dropping quite fast. Ive lost approximately 12 pounds in a month and a half

Honestly I hope I can keep it up, die of starvation or something. If not then at least I'll be thinner again.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

can relate. my Ana has been at it recently.

unfortunately, starving to death isn't reliable there are too many factors for biological instinct to not kick in eventually.

sending you a hug.

 

[alwaysalone]

If it's only the situation and you want to eat more, there are food banks and such almost everywhere

 

[TastySorrow]

I've found it's awkwardly easy to get used to not eating anything. But there's probably a hard limit to that; as mentioned above, death by starvation would be a terrible idea, let alone relying on it.

 

[Actovania]

It sounds like you may end up in a very painful situation so I really do hope the best for you right now

 

[Nemaki Arber]

If it's only the situation and you want to eat more, there are food banks and such almost everywhere

I've tried multiple of them, their phone lines are either dead, demands you show up to make a request, not even for getting the food (your request could be denied) which is physically difficult for me, or they don't call back when they claim to call back before a set time if you leave a message.

So this has become my resolve, I can't do much about it

 

[alwaysalone]

I've tried multiple of them, their phone lines are either dead, demands you show up to make a request, not even for getting the food (your request could be denied) which is physically difficult for me, or they don't call back when they claim to call back before a set time if you leave a message.

So this has become my resolve, I can't do much about it

Depending on where you are there are programs like meals on wheels. You do have to teach out but they deliver to your door and it's 1 decent meal a day. I've never heard of a food bank denying anyone but you do have to go get the food they don't usually deliver.