I think I'm going to move onto a different method. I cant hang myself

[SHThrowAway213]

I have 11 failed attempts, one from today, and most of them is from hanging.
I can't do it. I cant make myself pass out or compress the cartorid artery.
I can't get N as its too expensive.
Too much of a pussy to jump
Can't get a gun.
I do have SN on the way, but I can't get meto, but I don't think I need it as I'm on Risperdsone and apparently it has antiemetic properties.
I'm at a loss here, I can't wait any longer

 

[Abood95]

I too have struggled with Hanging, sn seems compelling for me but I'm still reluctant about it.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

I too have struggled with Hanging, sn seems compelling for me but I'm still reluctant about it.

So am I, I would get N if I could afford it or find it

 

[lymbo]

hangyng scares the shlt out of me , l dont know but seems scarlest method to me

 

[SHThrowAway213]

hangyng scares the shlt out of me , l dont know but seems scarlest method to me

I want to try full but I'm a bit too scared to, but it might solve the issue of me not being able to pass out

 

[lymbo]

your reasons for ctb?

 

[SHThrowAway213]

your reasons for ctb?

Mental health problems since I was 12
I've been in therapy then I was discharged a couple years ago because they said I was doing well.
Tried getting help a few months back, they said I wasn't in the right mindset. Told them about my recent suicide attempt at the time, and was treated in a degrading manner and was told I was stupid for it.

 

[lymbo]

Mental health problems since I was 12
I've been in therapy then I was discharged a couple years ago because they said I was doing well.
Tried getting help a few months back, they said I wasn't in the right mindset. Told them about my recent suicide attempt at the time, and was treated in a degrading manner and was told I was stupid for it.

nasty sods

 

[SHThrowAway213]

nasty sods

My SO was not impressed.
I've tried to hang myself 3 times in 6 months, and even though they only know about one of the times, they still disregarded me.