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USER80709

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Apr 30, 2023
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My self-destructive thoughts, along with my disconnection from the real world, are driving me crazy. I'm afraid of going crazy and facing reality, so my suicide between January 2nd and 10th.
 
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timf

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Sometimes a feeling of disconnection can be liberating. Some may mistake the feeling of a burden being lifted as confirmation that this is the right path. However, the feeling of relief can make it possible to regain control of your life and build something that can be rewarding.
 
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It helps remind me I'm still here
Dec 31, 2024
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My self-destructive thoughts, along with my disconnection from the real world, are driving me crazy. I'm afraid of going crazy and facing reality, so my suicide between January 2nd and 10th.
Yeah thats fair. Of what I can remember of my past most of it don't feel like me. Aperantly I do thing. Then idk I just forgot I did them. Its scary but I gave up trying to understand a while ago.

And Also dissociation does suck. Like a ton mine just makes me feel like my skin and face and kinda just body in general aren't synced up in the present moment.

I hope it goes well if u do self destruct and if or when u do leave this world I hope your happy it's at least over.
 

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