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gnarly

gnarly

Rest in Peace
Sep 24, 2024
143
I don't what it is now. I've lost it completely. My mind no longer can piece together a thought. I've had many intrusive thoughts about death. I know what the title says however "I think" is very strong here. I'm not 100% sure. But I truly feel like I've lost myself. So much for having a small spark of hope. Now. I only find suffering. I feel like I'm hollow. My body sinked in like an infinite void collapsing on itself.
 
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J&L383

Enlightened
Jul 18, 2023
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I keep wondering the same thing myself. But then I think, if I think I'm going insane perhaps I'm not? In other words if I'm really going insane I wouldn't know it. To be fair and honest, in this world of insanity it's hard to keep track of reality. Whatever that is. 🤷‍♂️
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,802
I can relate but I let my shit go on way too long. It's not suffering anymore it's almost complete numbness/emptiness. Dead inside.
 
litekiller11

litekiller11

Member
May 31, 2024
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Dm me teach me a bit of advanced English so you get worked on something
 
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