i think i managed to get ahold of meto

[tronkers]

i'm about to leave for the doctor with the intention of coming back with meto pills. i'm really anxious about getting my story wrong. i know what to mention to the doctor, migraines, nausea and vomiting, sensitivity to light, previous medication use etc... if all goes well then the next step is to try and obtain SN from DMC. i'm really desperate and attempted to partially hang myself last night and this morning. it didn't go very well on both occasions as i had difficulties with SI and finding my carotid artery. although if my SN never comes i guess it'll be my only option...

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the peace from suffering you search for, it feels so cruel to me how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence, I wish there's the option to simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best.