I think I know when I'll try to CTB again

[Jason0941]

Hi guys, my last suicide attempt with nitrogen hypoxia drained my bank account, particularly because the nitrogen & my hotel room were both expensive. Despite that, now I've got a new job, and I'm getting paid on the 19th. My estimate is that I'll have enough money to CTB 42 days from September 19th (which is October 31st).

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[NellyGoes]

Hi guys, my last suicide attempt with nitrogen hypoxia drained my bank account, particularly because the nitrogen & my hotel room were both expensive. Despite that, now I've got a new job, and I'm getting paid on the 19th. My estimate is that I'll have enough money to CTB 42 days from September 19th (which is October 31st).

If I may ask, why did your first attempt with nitrogen hypoxia fail?

And the good thing is, while the initial setup is quite costly with this method for a "2. Run" thankfully a gas refill shouldn't be too expensive (~$30 or so) as long as you already have the tank and other materials.
I'm glad you've got a plan to help you find relief in the future, that's a powerful thing to hold on to.

 

[Jason0941]

I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

thanks

If I may ask, why did your first attempt with nitrogen hypoxia fail?

And the good thing is, while the initial setup is quite costly with this method for a "2. Run" thankfully a gas refill shouldn't be too expensive (~$30 or so) as long as you already have the tank and other materials.
I'm glad you've got a plan to help you find relief in the future, that's a powerful thing to hold on to.

I think it failed because the mask I used didn't form an airtight seal over my face. This is the mask I used https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0F22FFZBM?ref=ppx_yo2ov_dt_b_fed_asin_title