• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

nando_75

nando_75

Covek ba
Feb 3, 2024
4
Hello,

I'm 20M living in a some-what big city in Croatia. I've had sturgles with mental health and have tought, read and wanted to commit suicide. People in my inner circle(mother, father and current GF) know about this issues but they always disamised it as me being dramatic or overly emotional. My insecurities have caused me to feel little, unhappy and suicidal. Up to date I have managed to contain myself from actually atempting it, but I think today was my final straw. So here's what happened.

My gf has been my rock at the start of our relationship, but nowdays she has pushed me more and more into insecurities and hatred towards myself. Today, when we were out, she made a joke about "male suicide rates" and basicly said its funny that man kill themselves. This one hit the spot and I've been hurt by that. As luck would have it, I've found someone who I can buy a gun from, so I'll have that talk in following days. I stil have no idea if I'll have the balls to do it, since its my first time acctually having the option to end it.
 
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
  • Like
Reactions: kunikuzushi, can'tafford2live, darksouls and 5 others
cioran.legend

cioran.legend

Member
Jun 5, 2025
9
I hope that whatever your decision is, everything turns out as you expect and you find the peace you seek.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: can'tafford2live, darksouls and botanormal
botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
566
I'm so sorry that happened. That's a horrible thing to hear in any situation, but especially not from the person who you consider to be your rock. You should be able to feel heard & validated in your feelings, and I'm so sorry that wasn't the case, and particularly the fact it pushed you to the point of genuinely wanting to go through with it. I truly hope you are able to tell her how deeply it hurts you, or if you have & she hasn't cared, then please protect your feelings first & maybe even leave the situation if you can. Nobody should ever be treated like that, especially not in a relationship. :aw::heart:
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: can'tafford2live, darksouls and cioran.legend
onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
230
Fuck her, she's toxic
 
  • Like
Reactions: can'tafford2live, darksouls and usernamesarehard
darksouls

darksouls

Wizard
May 10, 2025
693
you deserve something better ❤️‍🩹
 
  • Like
Reactions: can'tafford2live

Similar threads

M
Replies
6
Views
231
Suicide Discussion
sideways
sideways
montanatype
Replies
17
Views
547
Suicide Discussion
Tired_birth_1967
T
SomewhatLoved
Replies
28
Views
977
Suicide Discussion
Dot
Dot
toxicjester
Replies
3
Views
248
Suicide Discussion
Graham.N
Graham.N