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zdeweilx

zdeweilx

It's over
Dec 15, 2025
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I thought it would become a habit and I would eventually get used to it, but it always stings.
 
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Unlucky777

Unlucky777

Specialist
Dec 10, 2025
345
I'm with my family but I feel utterly lonely so yeah that hurts also. I think I'd rather be alone 😢
 
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nendn

I will only react to constructive suggestions
Nov 23, 2025
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I spend the second day of christmas 27th december 2021 in prison hospital psych ward isolation cell so my cell neighbor could have his horrors with abreacting haloperidol
 
cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

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Mar 15, 2025
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I would enjoy so much being alone. I wish it were possible to switch circumstances, because I see so many people feeling bad about being alone, and others desperate for solitude.
 

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