It is so sad there is a war against going out on one's own terms
Yeah it's understandable to be honest. CTB is a highly personal thing, and most people don't want to be involved in your CTB. Whether that is supplying the materials or teaching you how to do it. There's a reason doctors don't participate in state executions and you have morons that can't place an IV line in a prisoners vein, hence all the botched executions.
The manufacturers of drugs don't want to be involved and neither do the politicians.
That's why in Switzerland you have to take the Nembutal drink yourself or flip a tab that allows the IV Nembutal to flow. No doctor is going to put you down. That would be euthanasia and not assisted dying/suicide.
In my opinion you have no right to involve others in your CTB.